i really like autumn. one of my few faves.

i hope all this expectation wont ruin autumn for me when it arrives haha

today me and a friend went hunting for abandoned houses but after a small adventure we went back home because we were melting. we barely left my house and suddenly i feel this harsh hand hitting my butt........... just when i was going to turn around a guy in a bike flies by me............................ behind us were 2 more guys in bikes.................... things like this piss me sooo much dude.... and i wasnt even wearing something sexy at all, i was wearing a black t shirt (that says go fuck yourself in a funny way) which even covered half my butt, all stars and leopard pants. Unless they got seduced by my sexy bare arms in need of waxing (im not hairy and my hairs arent pitch black but i like to wax them) and couldnt resist because he has this unexistant disorder that lacks of resisting temptation then they're just assholes, pure fucking assholes. Unfortunaly in a town like mine.... theres many guys like that.... How can someone not respect another person like that? its unbelieveable.

unbelievable tan nan tan tan tanana. Been looking for that song... havent managed to download it yet.

My rooftop now is all glamoured up haha, with chairs tables electricity and watever. Pretty cool. I can see my mom in her house with my binoculars.

ive been very into 50s and 70s songs... i know a few songs... too less actually. today i was listening to my mp3 and i skipped everything but elvis and the few songs i have from foghat, war and that stuff and of couse white stripes.

today i found out that no one ever ever ever died from marijuana, you cant OD from marijuana. Its a self-limiting (i think thats how you say it) drug so when you have too much of it you pass out and sleep until your body gets rid of it.

now i havent seen any movies, theres movies that i would like to see  but i just dont feel like double clicking it. Instead im watching a lot of 90210 (the new one) ive watched the whole episodes once and im 3 episodes away from being twice, and im thinking about watching the original, since i downloaded it by mistake. Ive also been watching gossip girl, but i dno... i prefer 90210, gossip girl is... i dno... a bit intimidating i guess? No one seems to be friends with any one there, it all seems really fake. Which is suprizing because LA has more of a fake and superfcial image than NY i guess...

i would love to have a "what if" machine (saw it on futurama) that would be the most useful thing ever. I have so many questions that i would ask... What if i was born in america and had my teenagehood around the 70s or 80s? What if i had ended up in the high school i wanted? What if i had never took dance and guitar lessons? What if i had my definition of the greatest friends ever? What if i failed a year? but i wouldnt ask questions about my future i would ask questions about my past... like i wouldnt ask what will happen if i cut class tomorrow i would ask what would have happened if i cut class yesterday. But then if i got hold of a machine like that i think that with time i would end up being completely dependent of it... Its just how us humans are. Youre given a finger you want the whole arm.

im mentally debating wether to g or not professional waxing... ahah. i always do it at home... but its too time consuming (like i had a super busy life) and its difficult.

my mom took these fromm her rooftop. i love the decaying style that my city has, even though when some one is at ground level you never notice it because most of the buildings downtown (where i live and love :D) are on top of stores and that kind of stuff, and people are so used to the city that they dont notice its beauty (i speak for myself). I really like the view from my rooftop.

i think that today i saw flamingos migrating it was so cool! it was night tho, so it was hard to tell.

i dont get it why people get defensive when you passively confront them with the truth, why dont they stop and really pay attention at what you're saying and acknowledge tat waht you say is for their own good. I guess thats just human nature haha. Human mind is interesting, wouldnt mind studying it.

also i notice that many people tend to make something that may have nothing to do with them evolve around them. For an example if friend A is with friend B and friend A tells B to climb on the tree with him, friend A gets there first and after that friend B falls and breaks his ankle, in most cases friend A will start blaming himself for giving the idea of climbing the tree; i mean COME ON are you that stupid? first of all why does a lot of people constantly say "oh my god it was totally my fault!" its certainly for attention (even if its unconsciously) because they want to hear other people say "no don't worry it wasn't your fault" because they surely wouldn't feel better if people said "yes you're right it was your fault". Second of all how could it possible be friend A's fault? did he push him down the tree? did he sabotage the tree? or at least knew it was sabotaged? suggesting something which the other person follows and ends up getting hurt isnt the fault of who suggested, its no ones fault because the person who followed the suggestion (excluding the mentally inhibited) kows what she does, she has a brain she was not forced. If the person who suggests knows theres something wrong about what he suggested that the other person doesnt know about now thats a whole different story. But still i think its a bit selfish if the person regrets later and keeps saying "its my fault" ok we get it it was your fault but, unless you want to hear honest responses like "yes it was your fault", which gets annoying for both people after a while, then shut up. i see it happen on a daily basis and its really annoying, i really dont like it when people do that. Another example is friend A is with friend B and friend A and they're in a room with the rest of their friends, friend A announces she's leaving to china and friend B, who has a rather close relationship with friend A, storms out of the room sad and mad. That kind of situation really bothers me i find it extremely unnecessary, those kinds of people are only looking for attention andthey will never admit it. I get that people sometimes need to leave in that precise moment but why not just say that you're going to the bathroom and not make a fuss? Because 99% of that kind of people if you go after them and ask them whats wrong theyll say that nothing is wrong, sooo.... if you made all that fuss its because you wanted people to know how outraged you were and you want to feel loved and cared for when they come and ask you whats wrong and you repetiously deny that anything's wrong so that they keep asking and giving you attention.

anywayz thats my opinion

im reading this book about lying nd its amazing. It tells you how to spot when someone's lying, ive recognized almost all of the signs haha.

i have no idea of what im gonna do in 3 years (at this point ending up working at mcdonalds or in a psicology university?) but i know that i really want to have a great time till then. My life has always been mainly boring and uneventful id like to make a good fresh start with high school.

sometimes i think i was born in the wrong era and country but then i realize i wasnt.

yeah i wasnt ready for the picture...

im so badass

and i find funny that people who sleep around (specially girls) bitch talk about other girls sleeping around when they're just in defensive because they're just like them....

im still shocked.....

i cant type anything else...........